dream.

i was standing there ..... , in the green hills full of nature's beauty... , i said to myself "is it a dream? , am i dead?" as i was crying in the middle of the hills , a voice of a little girl was heard by my ear saying "come on.... you can do it....trust yourself ..... i will be here....waiting..." after i heard that voice my spirit was raise again as i was look up , i just have a realization that i was standing in the top hill of a waterfall , i heard a voice in my head saying "WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK IS THIS SHIT?" , as i was quickly hold a rock that still standing in the top hill of waterfall , a girl voice that i just heard for the beginning was heard again by me saying "trust yourself" and then without thinking it again i was releasing the grip of my hand from the rock and continue to jump from the top hill of waterfall , as i was falling to the water , a girl was hug me , somehow i can't see her face , i just know that this girl , is the same girl who talked to me earlier , as we both fall down into the water , i can almost sees his face but when we both hit the water i was wake up , and then realize it was just a dream....who is that girl? , is she the same girl that appear on my dream 5 years ago? is she the one who can bring me into the light? is she....my love? oh god you and your riddle were confusing me...meh better go back to sleep ~.~